im a 24 y/o gay female, i have a rubbish job, live in a rubbish town and my house is falling down around me!
lately, when im deep in thought, i have the most horrible feeling that im gonna grow old alone, its never really bothered me before but i think now im getting older im worried about how restricted my life is, its not so much being in a relationship as it is a need to meet new people.
dont get me wrong im not a loner, in fact im quite popular, but i think im always going to fall into the dreaded 'friend' category...i feel i should be going on dates and stuff but i just never meet anybody new.
im quite shy so when finances and shift patterns actually allow me to venture out, i get nowhere anyway because i stand in a corner with my straight friends, im trying to lose weight to make me look better so other people will approach me, but why will they, i genuinely feel like i have nothing to offer.
sorry, i rambled on a bit more than i intended to...ooops
