by everloney » Thu Oct 22, 2009 6:38 pm
Umm thats very good advise belbel, i should of asked him... i asked him what i had done wrong to cause him to say these things and he said, you've done nothing wrong.... he just doesn't get me.... then i had another meeting with him yesterday, (4 meetings in 4 days, shoot me now!!). this one was with two other people i work with and he was giving praise to another person for the work i was doing.... and i had told him about something i noticed in the lab (experiment wise) and in the meeting, he said to the other person, oh so you believe what shes saying then? like i wasn't believeable but if this other person believed many it was true, i felt like saying chuck you (sorry for the swear...). I didn't say this is how it is full stop, i said i think this might be happening because of this.... when he shot me down i asked what he thought it could be and why i was wrong and he said he didn't know.... basket....
Err this really upset me, i ended up crying in front of two of my work friends at different times. One moved here from England 5 years ago because of her husband, and ended up crying too saying its really hard at first and said i was brave for doing it alone, i am brave but im so tired of fighting everyday...
I think my housemate was out of order and i am unhappy with him, he has no idea that i am unhappy with him... i am thinking about talking to him and telling him, but i don't want things to be awkward, but he was soo mean i feel like moving out....Also its both our house but he acts like its his and i am just a lodger but then hell say oh its your house too.... errr
Then the car thing, my friend took the car back, i think she was alittle hissed i got into an accident but i said i would pay for all the damages and any increase in her premium. My other car has still not been returned.... My driving test is next tuesday, i am thinking of renting a car (you can use rented cars here) and then asking someone to come with me as i need someone with a CA driving licence... But then maybe it would be rude to ask someone to help me out.... I could go with a driving school but they charge $160 and to rent a car for the day its $30... also i am going to have to rent a car for when my sister and brother come as i don't trust my car that broke down 3 times to last.... and thats going to cost $400 errr I'm so stressed out....
Sorry for the long rant and sorry its abit off topic just so worked up, seems i always have things i need to deal with...