
Things are ok, me and the bf have been together for 5 months, i love him. hes the best BF i have ever had and i have totally got over my issues with height


As for work things are alot better, i gave up karate started working 14 hr + days and most weekends and tried to me more focused on work. I started to get data and my boss is not being such an ass.... hes still an ass.... but not as bad.... next may my contract ends and i will be looking for a new job, so putting all my energy into getting a paper this year so i can get another postdoc job.... turns out i do love science.... i want to return to the UK, hoping BF can get a job there so i don't have to marry him to stay together.... that would suck and i will prob just look for a job here for a few more years to avoid that... just not ready to marry him and i would like to do it for love... you know?
Anyway i hope you are all good, message me your life updates!!