Hi I'm here for some advice on getting my ex girlfriend back or if I have a chance. We was together about 2 years until one night I got two drunk and accused her of talking to another guy I text her saying some really bad things like a idiot. It really upset her and she said she didn't wanna be with me no more she stopped messaging me and even blocked me for abit.
eventually like a week or two she forgave and things went back to normal although we never officially got back together. And that's down to me over the last year we drifted I've been putting off seeing her and neglecting her because I like my own company too much and I am quite unsociable. I was happy seeing her once or twice a week but she wanted to move in with me she even used to mention a baby in a joking way but I know she was serious, anyway things got worse I started to neglect her even more. I recently found out through a mutual friend that she had a new boyfriend at this point I had made no effort to see her in 2-3 months which is terrible and this is what I get I know.
She never told me about the new boyfriend she kept it so secret they had been dating for a month before I found out, yet we still messaged a lot and would talk about getting back together and making it work. I confronted her about her having a new boyfriend she didn't reply for a whole day all she said was basically 'I was too miserable and moody and never wanted too see her,all i wanted was to move in with you and settle down but U didn't want it yet and that when I get a new girlfriend I should treat her like a princess' stuff like that.
I was ok at first and thought ok I'll move on I messed up lesson learnt but it's been 2 months since I found out and I've been really down, I think about this girl every waking moment and regret so much how I neglected her and would be moody at times. I want her back so bad so I can treat her right and let her move in with me and stuff, but I know it's very unlikely. If I message her she will respond and talk to me but last time we spoke we was talking about her dogs and she sent me a pic of her in bed with her dogs sleeping on top of her I haven't spoke to her since, about 3 weeks now I'm trying the no contact rule in hope she will message me one day. She blocked my Facebook last week for no reason but hasn't blocked my phone. I really don't know what to do, I don't feel I can be happy and get on with life unless she's mine again. Any advice will she come back or I've just messed up big time?
Thanks.